I wrote this blog a couple of days ago…and I have now decided to post it.
February 20, 2015- Tamed.
February 20, 2015- Tamed.
Got a question? Have you
ever made a change in yourself that you can't decide if it is a
"change" or am I being tamed? Am I learning to be more mature or am I
conforming? I have to admit that the timing of this here "snow break" was
impeccably perfect. I was starting to feel extremely overwhelmed… and I just
needed a rest and break. Just to rest a while. I took time to read, to laugh,
to have some just personal "me" time… and it was quite refreshing I
might add. And I was reflecting on myself. As
we all should do sometimes.
That fiery Brittney
flair is slowly simmering out, y'all. I am serious. I am watching it happen
before my eyes. No, it is not a change in intent but in pace. Am I just
learning to accept what is given to me…and make the best out of it? Is that
what you call "settling"? This is a legitimate question. Or am I just
learning to be grateful and allow things to come as they may?! AAAHHH it is a
conundrum, right? I have come to accept that with my career it is all about the
timing and being in the right place at the right time. For 10 years, I have
been pursuing Acting full time vigorously and emotionally. Countless auditions,
air fares, hotels, rejections, and still I get up running. Why?? Because that
fire in me won't be tamed. However, I can feel the moisture upon my nape…but I
won't let me smolder down. I don't want to be just a trail of smoke… I think
conformity comes in the sense of what "society" wants you to be like.
To be normal. What is normal? Clearly
it is a perception.
DONT BE TAMED! There is an
inner beast…a strength within all of us. There are times to let it rest at
bay…but when the time comes--- let it BURST from you. Attacking the enemy of
conformity and embracing the power of a good fight.
Brit
Website: http://main.brittney-
Twitter: @Broadway_B
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